Friday, May 16, 2008

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Friday 16 May 2008

Hi! I'm distressed. But I'm not a damsel, just a worry bug. I cannot stand irritation and I hate hypocrisy. I think of people who complains too much as attention-seekers. I think of people who don't stress over things as happy. I want attention but I don't want to ask for it. I want love filled with truth and not those filled with remorse. There's time where I admire myself with guilt and times when I admire myself with distaste. I pray for things that makes people happy and I pray for things to come down hard on me. Futile is the word I associate my efforts with. Abandoned is the word I cling onto. Beautiful may never be my friend. And neither will I be her friend. Money blocks me from my wants but money brings me closer to them. I hate the propaganda that revolves around my life. But without it, I can't exist. I wish to spread it to the people around me. But yet, I am being covered by it. I don't hang out with people much because I'm scared of them. Yet, people don't hang around me much because they are scared of me. I'm not skinny but a little too fat. I'm not fat either, just filled with them. My family don't treat me as an individual. They treat me as their property.

If I were to live my life again, once more, I wished I never lived.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Hi I'm yc and I'm retarded. I love my best friend so much. Her name is Jie Hui and she's soooo damn cute! I love her alot! Yeah!!

She's the nicest person I've ever met. Jie hui is one person i'll never ever forget. Ain't I nice?
Let me tell you a story about jie hui that made me never ever forget her...

Here it goes!

Once upon a time, a little girl got born into this complicated world. Ever since she's born, she made everything even more complicated! so actually, it was quite peaceful before her head stuck out into this warm and cozy life. She eats veggies and nothing else. That makes her even more exclusive cuz we (our group of friends) ostracise her very often. And she likes it very much, she'll cower in the corner and nibble on her carrot, given to her on her birthday, EARTH DAY. haha! Anyway, she's very evil because she made her best friend, another peep squeak (something bad), knock into the wall. Jie hui has never shown any compassion towards her pets as she discards them into the bin after their souls flies to heaven. I'm really not fabricating any of these facts. Only one thing is true about her personality. that is she's very generous. She not only functions as a vegetable eating person, she's also an ATM Too!

Therefore, the top few lines are practically lies written by the culprit herself...but i still like her alot!=)

But as we all know, jie hui is a very honest person. she has never ever told a single lie in her entire life. So the aforementioned is not applicable. (=

That's all! I just wanted to blog about my best friend cos I love her so much! =D